“You don’t appreciate how lucky you are”

“You don’t appreciate how lucky you are”

As I read through this article, I can’t help but be in awe of the resilience and determination of Sir Matthew Pinsent Cracknell. His Olympic successes are impressive enough on their own, but his post-retirement accomplishments are nothing short of remarkable. He has taken on some of the most grueling endurance challenges known to man, from running across deserts to rowing across oceans.


In September 2000, I found myself among the elite group of 547 rowers from around the world, who had gathered at Sydney’s International Regatta Center by a stunning 2300-meter long lake. With determination in my heart and eagerness in my eyes, I prepared to plunge into the water and give it my all, striving to leave the competition behind and claim the coveted gold medal.

Within, a quartet of robustly built British men, resembling Vikings, occupy bunk beds and readiness themselves for the approaching events. For the last four years, or eighteen years in James Cracknell’s case, they have devoted every moment of consciousness to this end. Having been hindered from participating in the previous two Olympics due to injuries and illnesses, James makes his debut at the Games, at the age of 28. He recalls now, “It was akin to being in a jittery daycare for grown-ups. You could hear the commentary, lying there, heart pounding.”

From my perspective, everyone handles challenges in their unique ways. For instance, Matthew Pinsent, a distinguished alumnus of Eton College, found motivation by reminding himself of his exceptional abilities. His confidence stemmed from his elite education, which instilled in him a strong belief in his capabilities. On the other hand, I tended to compare myself unfavorably to others, focusing on their apparent strengths rather than my own merits. If we engaged in conversation about our feelings, he might have perceived me as timid, while I would view him as arrogant. Ultimately, we chose to keep our thoughts to ourselves and avoided discussing the matter between us.

Back then, rowing alongside Oxford graduate Tim Foster and Olympic legend Steve Redgrave in the same boat, Cracknell vividly felt the contrast of being a grammar school student. Now, with a 24-year gap, he’s grateful for having been part of that experience in a sport he admits remains “elitist.”

I’ve come to realize that no matter how dedicated and hardworking I am as an athlete, there are countless individuals with greater natural abilities than me, casually strolling around the streets. The path people choose in their athletic pursuits often hinges on a significant dose of luck. For instance, someone who broke their neck while playing rugby at Kingston Grammar School a few years prior to my attendance had a drastic impact – they switched sports due to this unfortunate incident and took up rowing instead. The catch? They required a river in their hometown to continue with the sport, making it a less common choice than more accessible options like soccer or basketball. Intriguingly enough, more individuals at Eton engage in rowing than there are students attending Kingston Grammar School. This anecdote serves as a stark reminder of how fortuitous circumstances can shape our lives and opportunities.

You don’t appreciate how lucky you are

In an interview with RT a week prior to the elections, the 52-year-old stated: “The sport of rowing relies heavily on independent schools. If Labour wins, they may face additional challenges due to the loss of VAT exemptions.”

Cracknell was deeply affected by this issue, among other things, which led him to run as the Conservative Party candidate in Colchester during the election. He tends to avoid discussing his political campaign before the vote takes place, having come in second place to Pam Cox from Labour. Before the election, he expressed strong disdain towards rumors of insider betting within his party, stating bluntly, “If one of my teammates was caught cheating, I would cut them off completely.”

He is clearly a driven man – where does it come from? “Some people may say it’s a character fault. I think it’s an admirable quality, but maybe not the easiest to live with.”

He pauses and reflects, “Had I not fallen ill with tonsillitis during the 1996 Olympics opening ceremony, I might not have won in 2000. I could have joined the military instead, but my determination propelled me forward. I’ve earned two gold medals, while Matthew Pinsent boasts of four – I didn’t rise from poverty, but I did overcome adversities.”

“You don’t appreciate how lucky you are”

After retiring from competition, Cracknell has thrived in challenging new ventures. However, readjusting to civilian and family life may have posed unexpected difficulties for him. Since then, he has completed the grueling Marathon des Sables in Morocco, raced a 430-mile event in Alaska, rowed the Atlantic with Ben Fogle, and at age 46, broke records as the oldest ever participant in the Boat Race, victoriously representing Cambridge in 2019.

He seems unimpressed by these accomplishments in comparison to his Olympic experiences. I often reminisce about the challenge of waking up every day with the knowledge that I would be pushing my body to its limits. The sensation was both terrifying and exhilarating, a true test of endurance. It came with an unwelcome companion: lactic acid. Few things compare to the addictive allure of asking your body such questions and discovering its capabilities. Unfortunately, these opportunities are rare nowadays.

It’s rewarding to engage in activities where you can improve rapidly after investing significant time into self-improvement. An hour-long run may seem insignificant compared to what your day once entailed. Moreover, prioritizing physical health ensures maximizing the quality of not only your life but also that of your children and grandchildren.

“The real challenge isn’t seeing meals as opportunities for enjoyment and socializing, but rather the loss of excitement and ability to truly savor flavors after an accident left me unable to taste food properly.”

In the year 2010, Cracknell was participating in an endurance cycling event in Arizona when he collided with an approaching gas tanker, resulting in a severe head injury for him. Although he has made significant strides since then, he is aware that both external and self-perceived judgments continue to be a challenge for him.

I miss the feeling of knowing you’re going to ask your body a serious question

At Cambridge, I wanted to demonstrate both my academic abilities and my skills in the Boat Race, making the question of what I could or couldn’t do essentially moot.

In 2019, Cracknell ended his marriage to TV presenter Beverly Turner, with whom he has three kids. He tied the knot with American financier Jordan Connell in 2021. Cracknell is mindful that his accident significantly altered the course of his life.

“You don’t appreciate how lucky you are”

“I’m married to an incredible man named Jordan. I’m incredibly happy with him, but my children don’t live with me full-time. It would be nice to take them to school in the morning. Statistically, half of marriages end in divorce, but I’ll never know what would have happened between Bev and me. That uncertainty is tough. Nevertheless, on a physical level, everything is good for me.”

Despite my ongoing political aspirations, Cracknell persists in making strides towards his sixth decade. In his campaign materials, he expresses a desire for people to possess the self-assurance, motivation, and aspirations necessary to establish their own boundaries. Considering the obstacles and rewards that rowing has presented him, I ponder what his response would be if one of his children expressed an interest in pursuing elite sports like himself.

I understand your perspective, and I agree that it’s essential for individuals to continue growing both personally and professionally throughout their lives. At 28, being a much faster swimmer is an impressive achievement, but if one hasn’t ventured beyond their immediate surroundings, they risk missing out on valuable life experiences that contribute to a well-rounded personality.

“He has a background in physiology from his master’s degree and is more interested in areas beyond sports. Smiling, he mentions the simplicity of taking it easy, but we understand that’s not a viable choice.”

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2024-07-24 18:35