Amy Carlson‘s followers would say she ascended.
But in no uncertain terms, the 45-year-old mother of three was dead.
13 days had passed since she had died when sheriff’s deputies discovered her body on April 29, 2021, at the home that functioned as a spiritual retreat for Amy’s community, Love Has Won.
Her preserved body was found enveloped in a Christmas-themed sleeping bag, with sparkles scattered near her closed eyes. It appeared to investigators that she had been placed in a sort of makeshift shrine before being laid to rest. Or, as the roommate informed the officers upon their arrival to inspect the property, “Mother is at peace.
The numerous hours of video the team captured while sharing Amy’s teachings with their large YouTube audience served as valuable material for the HBO documentary series titled “Love Has Won: The Cult of Mother God“.
Alongside Amy’s supporters promoting her beliefs, the three-part exploration also aimed to uncover details about Amy before she renounced her ordinary life, often called “3D existence” by her followers. However, her family’s recollections don’t fully clarify the process that led her to believe she was the true deity residing on this earthly realm.
As a lifestyle expert, I’d put it this way: In my role, I always strive to approach situations with empathy and respect. For instance, when Director Hannah Olson was working with Amy and her followers, she made a conscious effort to avoid ridicule, understanding that the authenticity of their beliefs was not something to be scoffed at.
In the series, Archeia Hope posed the question, “Who are we to be the judges?” She then went on to challenge conventional beliefs, asking, “What exactly defines a cult? Is it simply people who don’t adhere to mainstream ideas about God, such as viewing Him not solely as a man and not limiting His presence to churches that ask for money?
According to devoted former followers of Love Has Won who were interviewed for the program, many individuals voluntarily drained their savings accounts for Amy.
Former acolyte ‘Andrew’ (whose last name was not extensively used in the series) recollected regularly handing over his $700 monthly unemployment benefits to the organization, which they utilized for purchasing food and marijuana.
According to Andrew, who had parted ways with the group prior to Amy’s demise, there was no one willing to examine or entertain the notion that our actions might not be authentic, or that what we were experiencing might not be genuine. He expressed that this viewpoint wasn’t widely accepted within the group.
I was informed that Amy occasionally confessed she wasn’t truly Mother God in essence, yet there was consistently someone nearby to reinforce her identity as such.
Who was Amy Carlson?
According to Linda Haythorne and Tara Flores as portrayed in the HBO series, Amy was born in McPherson, Kansas, in the year 1975.
Linda characterized Amy as a student who had a playful, yet positive streak. She explained that Amy was ambitious, desiring to make a name for herself.
Amy found employment at a McDonald’s and was soon elevated to the position of manager. Her relatives, however, often questioned her choice in romantic partners.
By around the mid-2000s, Amy was a mother of three and had experienced both marriage and divorce. In the HBO series, her eldest son, Cole, reminisced about being in the fifth grade when his father, who shared custody, informed him that his mom had effectively vanished.
Currently in his twenties and pursuing a degree in microbiology within Germany, as portrayed on the show, Cole admitted that he harbored anger towards Amy for quite some time, yet ultimately found himself feeling sympathetic towards her instead.
As an over-the-moon fan, I recall the day my second-born child, my cherished daughter Madi, turned 14. She discovered Amy’s activities by exploring her YouTube channel. To my astonishment, Amy extended an invitation for Madi to visit the Love Has Won homestead. However, our family firmly declined the generous offer, as we wanted to protect our dear child from any potential uncertainties that might arise from such a visit.
Madi expressed that she wasn’t sure whether to place the responsibility on her for leaving or if it was more about her current psychological condition.
How did Amy Carlson become “Mother God”?
During my exploration of New Age culture and spirituality on the web back in the mid-2000s, I encountered Amerith White Eagle, a resident of Crestone. Over time, our connection deepened to the point where I chose to leave my family and join him on this spiritual journey.
In his recollection for the HBO show, Amerith mentioned that our conversations deepened and we shared more openly, and I felt an undercurrent of her discontent. When we finally met in person, he expressed it felt as if our minds were perfectly aligned, akin to two aircraft synchronizing their flight paths.
Amerith mentioned, “We’d discuss the concept of elevation, moving beyond the confines of our pre-programmed reality and achieving a more refined level of consciousness. Our goal was to create a piece of heaven here on earth, a place where everyone could feel connected, almost like one big family.
However, as Amerith relaxed, gazing at the satellites passing above, it struck Amy that she needed to broadcast her thoughts to a wider audience. Consequently, they established The Cosmic Liberator Newspaper, referring to themselves as the Celestial Parents.
How did Amy Carlson become “Mother God”?
During the 2000s, as Amy delved into New Age culture and spirituality on the internet, she encountered Amerith White Eagle, a resident of Crestone. Eventually, Amy decided to break away from her family to associate with him.
In Amerith’s remembrance on the HBO show, he mentioned that our conversations became increasingly frequent and we shared more and more, and I could feel a growing discomfort from her. When we finally met in person, he said, it felt as if we were of the same mind, like two synchronized aircraft merging seamlessly together.
Amerith mentioned, “We’d discuss the concept of elevation, escaping the confines of the predetermined reality and achieving a more refined, spiritual awareness. Our aim was to create this utopia here on Earth, a place where everyone could belong, forming something like a united family.
While he contentedly watched spacecraft pass by overhead, Amerith expressed that it mattered significantly to Amy to disseminate her thoughts across the internet for a broader audience. Consequently, they established The Galactic Free Press, assuming roles as both Father and Mother God.
What is Love Has Won?
As a lifestyle enthusiast, I once found myself captivated by the intriguing world of conspiracy theories, all thanks to a compelling figure I encountered online through FirstContactGroundCrewTeam.com – let’s call her Amy. At that time, I was grappling with addiction issues related to painkillers, and her videos served as an escape from my reality. In fact, they ignited dreams of this captivating woman in my mind.
Andrew didn’t realize when he started accompanying Amy in Mount Shasta that he would be referred to as “the next Father God,” a title given to her partners. He explained that initially, he wasn’t drawn to Amy, but she convinced him that he was there to assist in the creation of a stunning new world.
Simultaneously, he possessed marketing skills and knowledge of website development, and he contributed significantly to the rebranding of Amy’s movement known as Love Has Won. They consistently uploaded videos on YouTube and frequently went live, with Amy aiming for a continuous livestream service that allowed people from various locations to tune in and truly immerse themselves in their activities.
Love Has Won generated income online by selling items such as candles, crystals, artwork, and assorted trinkets that they claimed promoted healing, cleansing, and spiritual growth. (As per Andrew’s statement, Amy frequently shopped for flowing dresses, jewelry, and other accessories associated with Mother God on Amazon.)
Besides offering other products, they additionally dealt with colloidal silver, a substance marketed as a dietary supplement. However, it should be noted that this substance lacks proven health benefits and is not recommended for treating any medical conditions by organizations like the National Center for Complementary and Integrative Health. The Food and Drug Administration has also issued warnings about its potential dangers, including argyria – a condition where an excessive amount of silver accumulates in the body’s tissues, leading to permanent bluish-gray discoloration of the skin.
Amy spoke about extraterrestrial beings who had departed Earth, acting as her distant counselors. She boasted of her “Extraterrestrial A-team,” Hope asserted in the series, displaying a collection of pictures from deceased celebrities, such as Robin Williams, John Lennon, Whitney Houston, Prince, Patrick Swayze, and Carrie Fisher.
The collage additionally featured an image of President Donald Trump, whom Hope admitted, was physically present yet remained part of the group.
Nonetheless, the actor who played Mrs. Doubtfire and tragically took his own life in 2014, served as Hope’s primary advocate for mothers. Meanwhile, the singer from The Beatles, who met a violent end in 1980, was revered as “Ashtar, commander of the principal spacecraft.
In several of their videos, they mentioned receiving messages from Robin, such as one near the end of Amy’s life which conveyed that he felt “appalled” by the disregard the world was displaying towards Mother.
Why did Amy Carlson turn blue?
Andrew recalled in the HBO series that Amy drank herself “into oblivion” every night.
As the number of attendees increased, so did El Moyra’s consumption of alcohol, she admitted. And her encounter with Jason Castillo, known as her ‘Final Father God’ in the series, seemed to exacerbate the situation, according to Amy’s devotees – a claim supported by Jason himself, who was part of the show and stated that Amy’s condition began to deteriorate “the moment I returned home.
However, Amy’s admirers were astonished by the amount she consumed, and, based on their video content, it appeared that alcohol and marijuana were her preferred remedies, with colloidal silver also playing a role.
In the meantime, her feet grew larger and pus-filled lumps appeared on her skin. She grew thin and couldn’t feel sensation in her legs anymore.
In the show, I, a dedicated follower, shared that we were led to believe she was surviving thanks to alcohol. Yet, to an outsider without specialized knowledge, it might seem like she was battling alcoholism.
Amy was extremely ill, so she requested her “earthly relatives” to pay a visit in Colorado. During the program, Archeia Aurora mentioned this. However, Linda confessed in the series that she found it too intimidating to meet her daughter.
“Honestly, that’s the bottom line,” she said. “I was afraid.”
By late 2019, Jason and a few others felt it crucial to take Amy, whom they often called Mom, Mama, or Mother, to Hawaii.
When Tara, who had been keeping tabs on her sister’s health through daily livestreams, eventually spoke with Amy via Skype, she was taken aback. Amy appeared remarkably thin, Tara shared on the program, her teeth seemed poor, she mentioned she couldn’t walk anymore…and I spotted a bluish tint. I started researching everything I could find and realized it was colloidal silver that was causing this condition in Amy.
That’s when Amy’s family reached out to Dr. Phil as “kind of our last resort,” Tara said.
In the September 2020 episode of the show, Amy, who was participating remotely from Kauai, mentioned that it was “quite tranquil here right now.
When Dr. Phil McGraw directly questioned her about leaving her children, Amy asserted that she didn’t do that.
She asserted, “I didn’t desert my kids; rather, I was compelled to leave them. My guides informed me that I had to embark on a mission, and if I didn’t comply, no one else would take up the task.
Amy felt betrayed by the whole Dr. Phil experience.
In one of her videos, she passionately expressed, “My biological family has been unfaithful as they are not openly acknowledging the truth about who I am.” She then pleaded, “Linda, Tara – my very own flesh and blood who brought me into this world of apparent deception – speak up!
Following the broadcast of Dr. Phil, the team’s stay in Kauai was abruptly ended as locals began vocally demonstrating against them, claiming they were potentially harmful. Upon their return to Crestone, locals there too expressed a desire for their removal, labeling the group as a cult.
That’s when Amy’s family reached out to Dr. Phil as “kind of our last resort,” Tara said.
As I speak to you from the tranquil paradise of Kauai, I’m delighted to share that the atmosphere is exceptionally serene right now.
Or:
From my haven on the enchanting island of Kauai, I can confidently say that peace has never felt more palpable at this moment.
When Dr. Phil McGraw directly questioned if she had left her children, Amy clarified that was not the case.
She asserted, “I didn’t desert my kids; instead, I was instructed to embark on a mission by my guardian spirits. They explained that if I didn’t comply, no one else would take up the task.
Amy felt betrayed by the whole Dr. Phil experience.
In one of her videos, she exclaimed angrily, “My biological family has betrayed me by not openly acknowledging my true identity.” She demanded, “Linda, Tara – my very own flesh and blood who brought me into this world of deception – come forth and speak the truth!
Following the broadcast of Dr. Phil, the group’s stay on Kauai had to be abruptly ended due to locals voicing strong objections to their presence, claiming they were potentially harmful. Upon returning to Crestone, locals there too wanted them gone, labeling the group as a cult.
In April 2021, Aurora recalled in the series, “Mom was told by the Galactics to move to Oregon.”
On April 16, it was at Ashland that Jason brought Amy, and unfortunately, it was there that Amy passed away in the hotel.
While they waited, Hope, Aurora, along with a few more individuals, had come over to their group. Notably, there were no reports suggesting that Amy had passed away.
Three days following her demise, Aurora stated in the series, “we were still providing water for her, we were still tending to the container,” she said. “Her body was still warm. It was almost as if Jesus had risen from the dead.” Prior to her departure, Aurora mentioned that Amy had insisted repeatedly beforehand, “‘Do not transport me to a hospital. Do not attempt resuscitation on me. Do not allow my body to fall into the hands of the cabal in any way.’
Following their hotel departure, the group opted for several evenings of outdoor lodging within an Oregon forest. In one of the tents, Jason and Amy shared sleeping quarters.
hope expressed curiosity about when the people known as “the Galactics” would be picking up Mom. When asked during an interview for the show who “they” referred to, she responded casually saying, “Oh, you know, like the aliens.
El Moyra recalled, “I literally thought the starship would just come, right?”
10 days following Amy’s passing, Jason, El Moyra, and John Robertson (another ex-lover, whom Amy referred to as “Father Multiverse”) embarked on a road trip, carrying Amy’s body in a sleeping bag from Oregon to Colorado. Upon arrival, they placed her in bed at their Crestone residence and waited expectantly for some event to occur.
However, according to an arrest affidavit obtained by NBC News, it was mentioned that a longtime Love Has Won member, named Miguel, informed police about a body in his residence. Deputies subsequently discovered Amy on the evening of April 29th.
An autopsy revealed that Amy’s death was caused by the cumulative impact of excessive alcohol consumption, anorexia, and overdosing on colloidal silver. The report was held up for several months, as reported by the Denver Post, due to the local coroner struggling to locate a lab capable of conducting complex tests for potential heavy metal poisoning. However, the El Paso County Coroner’s Office eventually carried out the postmortem examination.
Previously, I would express my belief that I had witnessed everything there was to see. However, after some time, I no longer make such a claim, Sheriff Dan Warwick shared with NBC News’ Dateline in October.
In this situation, seven individuals who follow Amy were taken into custody. Three of them were charged with desecration of a corpse and four with altering evidence related to a deceased person. All seven were additionally accused of minor child abuse due to the presence of two minors in the house when law enforcement arrived. The arrest warrant stated that authorities had received numerous complaints from families within the U.S., claiming that the group was indoctrinating people and misusing their funds.
However, by October, all the accusations were dropped, a decision the sheriff expressed disagreement with regarding the prosecutors’ choice to abandon the case.
Based on our comprehensive evaluation of the available proof, Alonzo Payne, the District Attorney of Saguache County, shared with Dateline that “the accusations did not meet the threshold for certainty ‘beyond a reasonable doubt’ from our point of view.
What happened to the followers of Mother God?
Despite sharing similar apprehension about returning to the 3D world, Aurora eventually moved back to her hometown in South Florida. Meanwhile, Hope, who recently spoke on the phone with her mother Debbie for the first time in a decade, resides nearby and they continue their YouTube activities under the new brand name, 5D Full Disclosure.
In the series, Aurora expressed that she once believed everything around her, including the suburban neighborhood she was driving through on her way to meet her real mother, was genuine. However, she now knows it isn’t.
As a devoted member of Love Has Won, I followed my comrade John in our mutual journey to Wisconsin, as chronicled in the series. Together, we embarked on a new venture, establishing Joy Rains. In this endeavor, we assumed the roles of Father God and Father Multiverse, respectively, and regularly shared our insights through video posts.
Amy’s remains were ultimately returned to her family.
Tara shared with Rolling Stone in 2021 that it’s crucial to make clear that Amy was not a villain, but rather a person. She suffered from the impact of coercive control as well. However, we didn’t have many choices for her support. One reason Tara wants to speak up is to raise awareness about this issue.
Love Has Won: The Cult of Mother God is streaming on Max.
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